of course, he love hugs.

nadia, i love ur face here.

I want/need a holidae.

When? Where?

Next year.Redang Island.lovely.

My two off days burnt off by Irfan and mumsie.

Since my sister is busy werkin, i haf to help mum babysit him.

But i dnt mind takin care of him like,the whole day?

Yesterday had all my dendam to Popeye already.

I just love the cheesecake the mashed potato the biscuit and jam.yummy.

"It has been hard for me and you.

But i just haf to let it go,for our own good.

Let people see it as my fault for not workin on it all out.

But i know why i shoudnt.

You've let me seen

the real world,

the truth,

the real love.

Ive nvr regretted knowin you.

Its the best for us."

Im leavin it all to Allah to decide,to lead me to the right path if im wrong.

Insya'allah.

Its all over.

Im seriously very sure that its a very wise decision ive made.
My mind is finally at ease with no mental torture or problems to worry about.
I know whats best for me,you and my future.
Im extraordinarily happy and contented with my life right now.
Thank you to Allah for showin me what is real and leadin me to the right path.

Thank you to my friends and cousin who is there for me when i needed someone to talk to and for givin me words of advices.

But this is the decision that i,myself chose.

If all of you do realised, ive deactivated my facebook acct.
Why? because people are hackin in to my acct!

Im still waiting.

I cant stand it.

Recallin everythin over and over and over again.

Let people see me tearin down.

This is nt the type of person i am.

I know i have to move on but its the hardest ever.

my dad texted me and talk things over but i know it wont work.

So my answer is, let God show me the way.

And i will stay like this forever?

I've been destroyin my health these few days.

But at the same time doin some healthy lifestyle out of boredom and release out my stressors.

Gone swimmin,stayin out late with my cliques,textin hundreds of msges to him.

I've listed all my choices made by myself and friends.

All the best to myself.

I think its whats best for me.

P.S give it a thought.