Thursday, February 18, 2010





Crazier.

Two more days to go.
Finally our plan is confirmed.
Yeeaaayy!

its officially the last outing for me and him before he leaves for Taiwan and Dubai.
i'll make it a good one.=)

Thank you girls for helpin with the leave.=D

Monday, February 8, 2010

sinful treat.









The waiting room.
13 days to hold on to and we'll meet again.

Work has always been a hinder for us from meetin each other and spend time together.
But im sure with all the patience that we've got,hopefully,with God's will, it'll go the right way.
Things between me and bf has been goin on very well.Just fine.
He's the man that cud bring me to the right path and the one that i haf always wanna be with till my very last breath.Each time we see old couples passin by holdin each others hand, i told him,"i wan us to be that way.." and he smiled.
We've known each other for more than five years.
We've been having serious conversations with each other.
and with our parents these few weeks.
Im sure this is the right decision that ive made and it cud nvr be wrong.
he's been puttin on alot of patience towards my stupid behaviours or attitude
and he is the only one who understands my needs.
I think i shud really change.
Change for the better.
Stop the dirty habits now that i have.
Learn things that i shud be doin.
and wait for the end of 2010 to come.
Im extraordinarily happy.
Happy that im the lucky one to be with him and
happy that we haf our family's blessings.
Now,
feb-batam trip with colleagues
march-nhg college + fazera's burfday celeb.
july- Redang Island + heartrob's burfday
september- i MUST watch F1.
i need a massage on my back soooo badly!
spm-stop bitchin around and bad mouthin people alrite.get the right attitude and i pity your love ones for your wrong moves.and i definitely hate disgusting womens out there like you,i feel sorry and shameful for you.Repent!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Monday, February 1, 2010




He taught me how to love, but nt how to stop.

I haf two more off days then starting to work again..
im havin more than enough rest and sleep.
but how i wish if i do not haf to werk at all?
time to start pullin up my socks.
im slackin up ALOT.

everyone's asleep and im right here eyes widely opened.
im just waiting for the time to reach 2am. =)
i cn sleep more comfortably with his sweater.
someting i can keep close to with me when he is away later.
im just waitin.urgh.

i had a dream earlier today.
dreamt that i was on the phone with him.
wen nadia woke me up,
i grabbed my phone and went,"hello?"
and i laughed to myself.ya..gila right?

now,frustrated.cos i was blinded by ur stupid lies!