chan kit teng koon.
All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times
I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring.
(exactly the song he sang for me before he left.)
its unfair.
totally unfair.
040510
its so called officially the last day that he sent me to work.
damn worried and upset.
cudnt even accept the fact that he was really goin.
may the force be with me.
090510
2350hrs.
i feel so different.
i thought he wudnt be able to call but he eventually did.
so relieved by that precious phne call.
its hard for me to see him depart.
cos i know im gonna miss him terribly,
i know i will be really worried for him,
i know i will feel so lonely,
i know i will be disorganised.
too tired with work in the morning.
but thank goodness our parents understands our need for our last dinner together.
i could still feel like breakin down.
yes.im good at that.
100510
1653
its such a nice date tdy and wonderful day.
cos he called while i was working.surprisingly.=D
the weather was so perfect either.
we cudnt chat for long but its really enough just to hear his tired voice.
but alhamdulillah he had a safe journey.
im missin him so much.19 days more to go.
Endure it.i knw i can.
Endure it.i knw i can.
if time is kind to me.
100510
1830
Third call for the day frm him.=D
i guess he was worried for me either.
in case if i go berzerk?
the reason why im typing and gettin so damn emotional,cos i knw he will read this when he gets to and let him know how i really feel with this long wait,lastly,
cos he wants to knw how i would be spendin my time.
